lol I keep bringing the angst....




*emoing still*
I don't know.... This sucks! I never emo this long. Well generally not. Even the extreme dose of sugar I gave myself and the loud lovely JRock blaring in my headphones is not giving me a happy.

Maybe it's this sad fiction I've been reading so much of....

Cause happy MC fic just doesn't really happen.

I think I need to take a break from reading fandom fics and get hardcore into writing my smut fic. And reading lots of Naruto, I haven't made much time for it lately.

But yeah, not even therapy spending is making me feel better, which is just odd. My brother was even awesome enough to lend me money to pay for the MC Special Edition until I get paid Friday. Of course I didn't tell him what I needed the money for... lol He would have said no.... But after the rush of buying it wore off, I've just been kinda 'blah'.

Maybe it's because classes start Monday and I'm a little worried about going back. I'm looking forward to it, but what if I'm the only white girl in my Mandarin class and everyone else is Chinese or has at least some background. I can't stand being the slow one in class. But I'm going to torture hanyouelf with helping me with it. She'll get the brunt of my horrible pronunciation. That makes me giggle. lol

I think I'll just blame this mood on classes starting and reading too much sad but awesome fic. Yeah, that sounds good.

Ok, I'm gonna go away now.

eBay is so stressful. I think I'm getting cramps just thinking about it. But it's one of those times where even if you don't quite have the money, it's something you just gotta have.... Even if it won't play on your current DVD player.

Fortunately for everyone over here, since I've been elsewhere for so long, you guys have missed out on my rampant Moon Child fangirling. Though since someone has finally started to check into Naruto *you know who you are* I've missed out on your possible fangirling. Slashy, ne?

But I'll just give you a short rundown. I am now a crazy obsessed Gackt and Hyde/L'Arc~en~Ciel fan. Mhmm, yeah... The girl who doesn't like to listen to music in Spanish because it's so hard to keep up is now listening to very fast paced Japanese. Or when the right Wand Leehom song comes on, he's rapping in either Mandarin or Taiwanese. Which I never realized was an actual word. So yeah, I veered from my usual path a bit.

But after watching Gackt perform Fragrance live and hearing the opening guitars to Hyde's New Day's Dawn, I'm in it for the long haul. And totally writing fanfiction for Moon Child. Which will be popping up over here before very long. There's a community for it and everything. It's even active! Unlike the one on y!gallery that makes me emo after submitting a piece. It's just so dead. And I can't figure out why. Of course since the movie came out 4 years ago, some of the fans might not find it so shiny and new as I do.... *emo*

But back to the reason for my post, I'm bidding on the Special Edition Japanese release of Moon Child. Three discs, kickass special features, even what appear to be photocards from the movie, the whole shebang. And it totally only plays on Region 2 DVD players, or all region ones. Neither of which are what I currently have. But having the awesomeness of this DVD in the house is more than enough reason to find such a DVD player if I do say so myself. And let's face it, and you'll all know before long, when it comes to Moon Child, I definitely do say so.

I'm such a sick and obsessed fangirl....


But enough about me. I haven't had much time to catch up on the current news of everyone. What with the MC obsession and all. How is everyone? And by everyone I pretty well mean the only two people who will probably reply to this, so ZaKai? Shiky/Ryvius?

So I was all excited to get to take Chinese this semester, especially since the bastards won't offer Japanese. Cause I mean, after all this, when I watch Moon Child, I'll understand like half of the movie without having to memorize the subtitles. Which I've already done but hey, once I learn Chinese I can bitch about where they screwed up the subtitles even more.


But now I'm all, am I dumb to take this class? It's accelerated elementary Chinese. Though what they will be teaching is actually Mandarin. And I have really no background in Chinese what-so-ever. I mean I can say thank you, hello, and I love you. But that's not going to make the pony run.

But this is the only course they offer in this subject. Otherwise I would just take elementary 1 and get a good basis in it first. Which means I'm going to be studying like a obsessive psychotic this semester. And praying that I pass.


So really, am I dumb? hehe This will be my last foreign language requirement if I pass, though if I do, I plan to take accelerated intermediate next semester. Though that might mean that I'll be writing papers in Chinese.... Kami save me.....

I'm a loser baby.....


Yeah, it's true. I can't believe it's been almost a year since my last post. I feel like such a bad friend. And I know there's been tons of stuff going on with everyone on here.

I'm sorry you guys.

That icon is totally directed at me.

I miss being over here and seeing what everyone is up to. Y!gallery has eaten my internet life. I need to start a y! anonymous club. But I do miss all of y'all. And I plan to remedy the situation.

 I feel completely as though I have abandoned you. This semester has been killer but that's no excuse because I've managed to get all sorts of other crap done. Poor F-list... 

At least I'm marginally unknown... lol So it's not like any of you are waiting for a fic update or anything. Incidentally, if you are waiting for a fic update, please kick me, and also remind me of what I have posted on here... *scratches head*

In other news, I went home for a few days and was totally internetless. I forgot how refreshing it is to not sit in a computer chair for 19 hours a day typing and reading constantly. Instead I played 19 hours of video games. Yay, progress. ^^ And I'll be going home again tomorrow to prepare for teh big holiday. Michael's first Thanksgiving home. That's exciting! 


I think i'm just getting burned out on school. I was hoping this semester would be better than last but it just seems to be a continuation. But enough bellyaching!

The holiday season is upon us. How it got on top of me I'll never know but maybe it's here for a good time, in which case it need to stay away from the angst in my notebook. <> 

I don't know how many of you might be interested, but I'm playing Julie Does Christmas, not to be confused with Debbie Does Dallas and other films of its genre. And in honor of JDC, I was wondering if any of you might like a Christmas card from me. ^^ I set it to screen all comments so throw in your address and I'll get right on top of that! 

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!

Yeah... I suck. I'm so very far behind on what's happening with everyone. Especially 

zakai_, so much writing goodness. I will catch up I promise. I've made it my mission to shower you with review love, both here and on ff.n, because I owe you so very many reviews. I'm sorry.. *bows*

Anyway, Happy Birthday Naruto!!!! I'm writing some smut for you... as soon as I get back to it. 

I don't know how many people would actually care to but if you want to get a hold of me for anything my e-mail is zhem1x5@yahoo.com ^__^

 

'I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching makes me die inside....'


There, better than nothing, and I have now serenaded everyone on my friends list. ^__^

10 days till school starts and I'll maybe get back into updating. I feel like a big loser for not posting in a while. But nothing very cool happens so there's not a lot to tell. Michael gets to come home around the first of October, so I'm looking forward to that. Especially since I'll be here at school so the two of us won't be trying to share a 12x12 room. Oh god, and the closet is the worst. He has way more clothes and shoes than I do! It's a little scary.... 

I've been writing quite a bit these last few weeks/days. Anyone watching me on ff.n can clearly see that. ~__^ Sorry about that you guys. I'm a review whore so I just post them all at once. I'll get around to posting them on here, I may make a separate journal for the clubs that I'm in on here. They tend to update A LOT, so it's hard to keep up with everyone else. 

Oh! The girls in the anime club are trying to get me into writing Turtlecest. ^^ So far I love reading it but I'm still a little leary of writing it. Though it's pretty blatant in the movies and cartoons. 

Anyway, I just wanted to post a quick update before heading home for the weekend.

Gods, it's been a month already??

It seems like a lot has happened in that time but it really hasn't. I have a new job that was really cutting into my writing time but it's not so bad now. 

I'm working on some requested drabbles nad looking forward to school starting again. I just wanted to give you guys a little update. ^__^


And....


Happy Birthday, [Bad username: zakai_ !!! I hope you have a fabulous day!!!! And, your card is in the mail. ~__^]

It feels like ages between each of my posts... I don't like it. But dial-up rules my life in some pretty scary ways. I went with the anime club to Memphis today and it was a lot of fun, which I really needed. I just got done eating all the Chinese candy I bought today.... *mmm pocky....* I'm listening to 300 and seeing what I've missed on here. A lot...

I was really hoping to get to work on chapter three of This is Where I Came In but writing in a moving vehicle sucks liek woah, so it's still where I left it the other day.... Poor Iruka, his feet hurt.... *naughty giggle for no reason* I really need to get back to it. I <3 300! ~_^

I just remembered. therayneprojectand zakai_  your birthdays are coming up, if I can manage it, what would you like?? lol

I'm in Jonesboro right now so I'll have decent internet till tomorrow. ^^

And combine_rinraw, your suspicions are wrong. ^^ lol

Talk to you guys later!!

Ok, I'm watching Maid in Manhattan, well listening to it while I surf, and I just happened to turn around in time to see whose idea the story is. It said:

Story by Edmond Dantes.

Edmond Dantes.

Freaking Edmond Dantes....

Am I the only one who thinks that's great and funny as hell?? 

lol Oh well, I gonna go work on This is Where I Came In, I'd like to finish chapter 2 before people start threatening me. Though the longer I wait to update the more reviews I seem to be getting. ^^ I'm so lonely, I try to hold out for reviews.... Ah well, ja ne?? 

~_^  

Or my personal favorite, the winking Trowa: ~_\\\

I couldn't resist..... I had to show you guys one of the icons I made.... There are seven more to go with it. ^__^


I <3 FMA!!!!! Though this is ep 22-23 so it's going to get sad very soon. *tears a lot*


Those icons were a surprising lot of fun....

I'm so far behind on here....

I'm afraid to look very far back on my friend's page, it's scary back there. 



I had no idea how much dial-up would affect my internet surfing or how much time I'd end up spending on y!gallery... It's addictive. I'm zhem1x5 over there by the way, ~__^

Ugh.... and I need to write more too... I've restarted on a pretty little angsty 13x5 fic and I'm thinking about continuing Tools Called Shinobi even though I'd never intended to write more than a one-shot for it. 

I've been doing a lot of coloring though. ^///^

I made cute little icon thingies of Sasuke and Naruto bickering. I think I'm going to use them when I post Too Late on y!

Anyway, I'm still alive, just with little internet and even less that's important enough to post....

My computer went psycho tard on me. This icon is dedicated to it this time.

It'll connect to the internet and let me get on yahoo messenger, but when I try to do anything more internetty it says 'XP I don't think so' and closes the browser or won't even open it at all. And then it started doing the same thing to Microsoft Word. *stabs comp repeatedly* I need Word, I love Word, I wanna have ugly little porn addicted kids with Word.

So after staying up till 5:00 in the morning writing the second half of TCS, I had to wait two days before remembering that Wordpad might still be on here and so I used that. It then saved itself as a Word document so I'll probably never be able to alter or connect the two parts.....


Anyway, I'm still alive and still fighting with the internet....

Oh and MK, lmao. Crazy. =^_^=

Sorry I've been gone so long. My interent went stupid and then my comp decided to act like a blonde. No offense to me or others like me. ^__^

And now I'm home on dial-up so I can only get on after 11:30. And mom wants me to start getting up at a decent time. Isn't that an oxymoron or something??

Anyway, the true reason for this post.... I checked my final grades today......... *drum roll*

..... I got B's!!!!! 

YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is such great news and a huge relief considering what a pisser this semester was for me. 

Honestly, I wsa praying daily for C's, but God is really great at one-upping me. If I was thankful for nothing else besides that and his Son, that would be enough.

I'm kinda looking forward to next semester now... I think I must be broken.... But Michael comes home in September or October so it'll be a good semester. I hope it's in early September that way he can be here for Dad's 45th birthday which is September 11. Happy day, ne?? 

Anyway, again, I just wanted to 'happy happy joy joy' about my grades. Now I'm going to go see what's been going on with all of you guys. ^__^

Much anyway......


My first set of Team Hebi... IN COLOR!!!!



Check out that nail polish... ~__^


And last but not least because I love her!!!

I love her in that color.... Just like I think Juugo should have been born wearing his color. *huggles*

zakai_ posted the link that sent me to the wonderful world of xkcd comics. 

I love this guy.

This comic makes me want to meet him. 


Honestly, when I walk past the doors and they open, even though I wasn't planning on going through them and am really only an innocent by-walker, I apologize.

Those poor doors.

AH-OO. AH-OO, AH-OO!!!!!!!


We had to go see it again. It was a must. And it was just as good if not better than the first time. At least now I knew when to AH-OO!!!

And for fans everywhere, in honor of 300....

I'm gonna gi-gi-gi-get you drunk, get you blood drunk off my humps. My humps, my humps, my hard manly lumps!!!

Ahahaha, yeah.

300 hot men in little shorts induce me into many odd frenzies.... 

I'm gonna go write one now. 

hehe

I think Naruto will regret that I watched it again. Inspiration struck.... And I will strike back. 

Ja ne, minna!!!!!